Live at the Paramount
New York City
February 18, 1994
By John McAlley
"I played here once—about 73 years ago," deadpanned Jackson Browne from
the stage of the Paramount, a glittering showplace built on the bones of New
York City's old Felt Forum, where he'd opened for the Eagles in the '70s.
Browne's evocation of his early days seemed at once nostalgic and apropos. I'm
Alive, his critically acclaimed new album, marks a long-awaited return to the
searching, intensely introspective music of his '70s masterworks Late for the Sky
and The Pretender.
I'm Alive documents with poignancy and candor the emotional fallout from the
singer/songwriter's breakup with actress Daryl Hannah. And in touring behind the
LP, Browne has place a similar vulnerability center stage. "Here's something
from the deep past and deep in the present," he said plaintively when introducing
"In the Shape of a Heart." Intertwined with almost the entirety of I'm Alive were
some of his most deeply felt and apocalyptic classics: "Doctor My Eyes," "For
Everyman," "Late for the Sky," "Before the Deluge," "Sleep's Dark and Silent
Gate," and "The Pretender" among them.
For Browne, this sudden rebirth as a professional autobiographer and
heartbroken troubadour must be the source of some skepticism and
bewilderment. Certainly this night his ambivalence was evident in a performance
that was uncharacteristically remote. Browne and his seven-member band
(including veteran back-up singer Valerie Carter) — who'd brought raw emotion
and fiery conviction to the same material only months before at Broadway's
Nederlander Theater—advanced workmanlike through much of a two-hour-and-
20-minute set. Remarkably, off a set list amply stocked with solitary ballads, the
singer/songwriter did not risk the intimacy of a single solo performance.
A rowdy sold-out crowd only added to the artist's conundrum: Given the set's
heart-rending agenda, Browne looked genuinely vexed by the incessant
whooping and hollering. Still, the evening was not without its triumphs and comic
relief. In the first of the encores, Browned reached back to 1973 for "These
Days," a song whose majestically simple portrait of regret and rebirth in the wake of lost love seemed particularly resonant on this evening. Indeed, to allay any
doubts the might have left that healing was underway and that Browne's spirit
and humor were intact, he punctuated the song's trademark couplet, "Well, I had
a lover/It's so hard to risk another," with an emphatic and cathartic addendum:
"Not true—really."